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Tue Dec 23, 2008, 2:49 PM
  • Mood:
  • Listening to: Tradgedy 509, "Lost In the Darkness"
  • Reading: The dark thoughts in my mind
  • Watching: All the memories behind my eyes
  • Playing: Games with the thin line of sanity
  • Eating: Little to nothing lately
  • Drinking: Coffee.
Well...uh...for those of you whom didn't read my latest poem, and those whom still care...yeah...im pretty messed up. My fiance not only left me for little to no reason, cheated on me, lied to me, but took my son. Then sent me a pic of him with his arms wrapped around the new guy as if to say he has a new daddy now after two yers....it's...it's killing me slowly. Im safe...mainly because I had a mental breakdown and my mom got me 'fore I killed myself. In either case...yeah...It's so bad I'm afraid to close my eyes 'lest I see all the good times. I'm trying, REALLY HARD to push them out...but they're there...like a poison. I feel completely like that poemn, hollow. I've given up and lost so much in her name...it's just...not fair. I don't...I don't understand how someone could be so heartless...in either case...I can still talk, I just go in and out of it...ALOT...and yeah. Christmas is fucked this year. But...that's...the short version...so yeah....

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  • Current Residence: Anywhere my head lay.
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium shirts, 33x32 pants/shorts.
  • Print preference: black and green/black and red.
  • Interests: Partying, Drinking, Writing, giving Tattoo's, racing, music
  • Favourite movie: Pink Floyd-The Wall
  • Favourite band or musician: Pink Floyd, Metallica, Godsmack, Placebo, Slipknot, Gorillaz, Fort Minor, Linkin Park, Sublime, etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: Classic Rock, Metal, Hard Rock, Jazz, Rap.
  • Favourite artist: Van Goh, the crazy b**tard he was.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dylan Thomas, Stephen King.
  • Favourite photographer: Stan Lawrence, otherwise undecided.
  • Favourite style of art: Anime, Watercolor, Tattoo, black and white, and Graffiti
  • Operating System: Win98/XP
  • MP3 player of choice: IPod, of course.
  • Shell of choice: Anything dark like.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Remeberance of Dale Earnhardt.
  • Favourite game: Red Faction, Morrowind.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC, Playstation 2.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ed (Full Metal Alchemist)
  • Personal Quote: "All will be lost if that which is forgets the lessions past."
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, sharpener, eraser, and a head full of thoughts....

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Hey, been awhile huh? I hope you're doing better... Been missin' you. :) I send my love.

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~*- With the death of an angel comes the birth of a demon -*~

'You say how sad.. You say poor thing.. But when it's you.. It's every-thing'
-Ashley (Degrassi)

*~ My pain is something you will never understand ~*

*~* All I know, is that I don't k
I've definatly seen better days in my life, but over all I'm doing better. and yes, it really has been a long time. How have you been?

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-"Better to have people think you're a fool, than to open your mouth and remove all doubt."

-"Here's to you, 'n here's to me-best of friend's we'll always be, but if we ever disagree? F**k you, and here's to me!"
I've seen better days myself... But overall I'm alright besides the occasional pain. But I can't complain if I'm still breathing. :) Any changes in your life recently or still all downhill?

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~*- With the death of an angel comes the birth of a demon -*~

'You say how sad.. You say poor thing.. But when it's you.. It's every-thing'
-Ashley (Degrassi)

*~ My pain is something you will never understand ~*

*~* All I know, is that I don't k
It's steadily getting better. Not entirely super fast, but it is.

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-"Better to have people think you're a fool, than to open your mouth and remove all doubt."

-"Here's to you, 'n here's to me-best of friend's we'll always be, but if we ever disagree? F**k you, and here's to me!"
That's good. Life moves forward constantly, just at what pace is up to you.

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~*- With the death of an angel comes the birth of a demon -*~

'You say how sad.. You say poor thing.. But when it's you.. It's every-thing'
-Ashley (Degrassi)

*~ My pain is something you will never understand ~*

*~* All I know, is that I don't k
Hey. I think i saw your picture on this website/blog here CLICK HERE

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"Why can't you just die?" -Steve [link]

I need to find me a thump-thump to save me from a terrible beasty, savvy?

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