stoneheartraven

Its been a looooong time since I've actively been on here, but soon i'll be back with updates galore thanks to my new band, The Gamblers. We currently have two songs, Last Call and Whiskey Nights. Will be posting more new tunes as we write em, and maybe vids if I can figure it out.

Well peeps, it's been a long while since I've updated. If you keep up with my MySpace blog (www.myspace.com/dysfuncum ) than you know it's been rocky. Ups and downs, smiles and frowns. This year has proved to be a big one though. Since Kyler was taken away, and Heather and I split, I've gone from near catatonic to FINALLY having my license, working (well, not lately) full time at the Blair DC in Irving, and pumping out new stuff by the Orc after-brewfest load (yeah, I play WoW now too, on Ravencrest server mainly. Names Bobshamoc on there, or Arglatem, if I'm on my alt).
Aaaaanyways, I'm FINALLY MAKING myself write Legacy Of Realms, the story of Stoneheart Raven and his pals. Hopefully I'll be done mid 2010. Then it's off to find a publisher. Wish my luck there. Also, early next year I plan on working toward getting my tat license, maybe an apprenticeship too. The former is easier to achieve than the latter.

Hmmm...let's see...my girl lives with me (though I'm not sure if that's good or not. She's really, really cuddly/clingy, and well, sometimes I just need a break. Idk. Thus far it's working out tho).

But well, I think thassit for now! Stay tuned for more! Drop me any questions/comments!

I'm doing ALOT better than my last journal. Most of my recent events are logged in my myspace blog, but meh, in either case, I'm doing...well...not bad. Was struggling to find work, doing little pinner side jobs, and crap to that extent, but nope! Not anymore! I got hired at Blairs in Warren, and I start Aug 17th at 9.01/hr! And all I have to do is move stock! Not to mention they give me a mini-pip boy of doom to read barcodes on stock to tell me where it goes! Now is that sweet or is that sweet?
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MINI PIP BOY OF DOOOOOM!
DooM!
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doom, doom, d-do-do-doom!

(Anyone notice the Zim references mixed with the Fallout ref's? hehe)

Anyways, Stacy and I are doing well (my new girl). Going on three months. Appearantly there twath hope after all. Though she reminds me way too much of my former, much more irresponsible, less respective, less common sense self. Tis okay though. Seeing as how I went through it, I can help her so she dosen't have to learn the virtues in those the hard way.

As for art? Well, I've got a slosh of new stuff I just need to scan and print up. I'll get around to it eventually.

Was SUPPOSED to be working off a laptop for CPU Unlimited, but the dude had me work like three-four days, then told me leave. Kiiiinda pissed about that one. Yeah. Not to mention my one attempt to get ahold of him thus far has been met in absolute silence. SO...if this continues...yesh, yesh, mass doom. Doom meter on max. Swear.

But meh, once the job brings in the bacon, i'll flat out buy a sexy laptop and do my scanning and what-not.

So anyways, that's about it. TTYL people!

Well...uh...for those of you whom didn't read my latest poem, and those whom still care...yeah...im pretty messed up. My fiance not only left me for little to no reason, cheated on me, lied to me, but took my son. Then sent me a pic of him with his arms wrapped around the new guy as if to say he has a new daddy now after two yers....it's...it's killing me slowly. Im safe...mainly because I had a mental breakdown and my mom got me 'fore I killed myself. In either case...yeah...It's so bad I'm afraid to close my eyes 'lest I see all the good times. I'm trying, REALLY HARD to push them out...but they're there...like a poison. I feel completely like that poemn, hollow. I've given up and lost so much in her name...it's just...not fair. I don't...I don't understand how someone could be so heartless...in either case...I can still talk, I just go in and out of it...ALOT...and yeah. Christmas is fucked this year. But...that's...the short version...so yeah....

Guess what! I'm back ladies and gents. With more graphics, story bits, poems, freestyles, and songs! I wont be on constantly, but at least once a week, so crank up them comment boxes, tape those eyes open, time for Stoneheart to kick a little ass! Generation 3 artwork this time babeh!